Back To December

I'm so glad
You made time
To see me
How's life?
Tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them 
In a while

You've been good 
Busier than ever
We small talk
Work and a weather
You guard is up
And I know why

Cause the last time
You saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses
And I left them there to die

So this is me 
Swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Sayin' I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
All the time

It's turns out freedom
Ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized
What I had
When you were mine
And I go back to December
Turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleepin

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed

And I didn't call

Then I think about 

Summer all the beautiful times

I wacthed you laughing 

From the passenger side

And realized I love you

In the fall

And then the cold came

The dark days 

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me 

All your love

And I all

Give you was

Goodbye

I miss your tan skin

Your sweet smile

So good to me 

So right

And how you held me 

In your arms at

September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again 

I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time

And change it 

But I can't

So if the chain

Is on your door

I understand

But this is me

Swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you

Sayin' I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December

It's turns out freedom

Ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I realized 

What I had

When you were mine

I'd go back to December turn around 

And make it all right

I go back to December all the time